For the English-speaking people: The following text is a status report, which is a summary of my first three months in Rwanda. For me it's obligatory to write a status report for my German organisation every three months, so I thought I could use this opportunity to write it in English so that more people, also my English-speaking friends, are able to read it.
Have fun :-)
I don't know how to start or what to tell. It has "only" been three months, but for me on the one hand it feels as if I am here for three years, on the other hand time literally just flew by. Three months ago I had to say goodbye to my "old" German life, to my family, to my friends, in general to everything that was familiar for me.
The father of the kids I used to babysit in Germany said something like this before saying farewell: "What you're going to do is probably one of the only things in life that aren't predictable beforehand." At that time I didn't really thought about the meaning of it, but now in retrospect this is exactly what was my biggest fear. The unknown. A completely different continent I had never visited before, a completely new country, new people, in general a completely new life. Even my tasks at work were undefined. I didn't know if I was allowed to teach children, which actually was my reason why I came here in the first place, or if I just had to occupy the children in the afternoons by making some games or doing sports with them. Because my first project for what I was taken on was only assisting in teaching, nothing else. This project was cancelled, so they gave me an alternative and I was in the dark. That's why I couldn't even prepare myself for my tasks, still I bought some stuff and gathered some information. But in general, I decided to just wait and see.
Although I knew that this decision was exactly the right one for me, my development and the people in Rwanda, I still had loooots of doubts in the last weeks before departing. On the way to the airport I actually even brought my decision of volunteering into question and asked myself how I could have given up my sheltered and beautiful life with such loving people around me so easily.
So much about my thoughts directly before the departure.
Now, three months later, all of this changed completely. Since going on board of the airplane not one single day has passed that I was homesick or regretted my decision. I love my rwandan life. I love this country. I love my housemate who works together with me, I love our house and, most importantly, I love my work.
Speaking of which, I'm indeed working as a teacher. And best of all, I'm teaching my favourite subject, the love of my life: English!
At the beginning things weren't that clear for Nicki and me, we were told that both of us should teach, preferably all the important subjects like English, French and MATHS, in addition we should teach sports and doing our own projects like theater (my suggestion) and so on. Wow! High aims, but in reality inconvertible. After this announcement both of us were a bit disappointed, because this was not what we expected. For Nicki one thing was clear from the beginning: She didn't want to teach. For me it was clear that I wanted to teach. We're lucky that we're complementary when it comes to our abilities and interests, because we spoke to the responsible people and very quickly we managed that now me I'm the only one responsible for teaching, only teaching, and Nicki is the one responsible for sports what she truly loves. Perfect regulation for both of us and of course also for those affected. Since then nothing has changed, I still love teaching and Nicki still loves doing sports. At the beginning I noticed that teaching alone in a language that the pupils don't understand isn't possible, at least in an effective way, so Enock, our responsible person, stays with me during the lessons and translates, if necessary, some sentences. But I also already taught some lessons completely alone when Enock wasn't available, which worked quite well.
A thing that is still a bit difficult for both of us is the "Muzungu-thing", as we call it. Muzungu means white person in Kinyarwanda and we hear it at least 10 times a day. Whatever we do or wherever we are. We are such an attraction for the people here, sometimes we feel like VIP's, stars or politicians, but not in a good way. One evening I was at a bar and a man was really excited to see me and asked me if he can take a picture with me. Then another one told me, that for him it's like getting an autograph from Obama. Just as an example. But the attraction alone is not the thing that bothers us, it's the thing that we don't know if we can trust someone or not. We don't know if the person is truly interested in us or just in our skin colour and in addition to that, what kind of intentions this person has. Does he think of getting money, of getting an opportunity of coming to Europe, is he just attracted by our appearance, does he have only sexual interests or is he just friendly?
It's the suspicion that we always have to have that bothers me the most. Normally I'm a person who trusts easily and sees only the good in people, but here we always have to be careful and suspicious, which makes it, apart from the language barriers, very difficult to build up deep friendships with local people.
But besides that, I believe that me being in Rwanda in exactly this place, this project, with exactly these people, is fate. I am sure that everything, from the beginning, was guided by a higher power, also for example the cancelling of my old project, which would have been very difficult to live in a small village with actually nothing around you, teaching alone a class of maybe 40 or 50 people (now I only have about 10 kids in one class) and having no-one for translation. In addition, I would have been the only volunteer there, with no other German speaking person around me with whom I can exchange views and who goes through the same problems.
From the bottom of my heart I am unbelievably thankful that I got this opportunity of making new experiences, getting to know a different culture and helping people. I am truly looking forward to the following nine months in this beautiful country.
P.S. Here some pictures of the school, the school building, the schoolyard and the kids (I played cootie catcher with them, in German "Himmel und Hölle").














































